Eyes cast down
Motionless
Pondering
Picking my thumb nails
Feeling my heart bleed
Knowing I ought to be suffering
But unable to sense the pain
Disconnected and muted
Unsure and scared
My carefully assembled wall
Constructed slowly and
Mysteriously behind my back
Unaware of its progression
Wondering how I collaspe it
without destroying myself?
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